Cutting to the core
"Its hard to face reality when it has so many faces" ( I forgot the source :-( )
You tell me, "Be (true to) yourself" I ask you, "Which myself?" Oh, my dear, do you want me to be consistent like cereal and milk? Although it DOES work for breakfast for me these days... so would I be a single me if I just switched to eating cereal for all my meals?
The society demands that we wear a mask of consistancy, because the society as a complicated mechanism which needs not dwabble in individual frivolities, needs a way for strangers / casual acquantants to interact. No, please don't break that. They simply don't value individuality SO much that you would not be termed indispensable.
But when you bring that same mask home, my friend, you get under my skin. Oh, do you NOT wear a mask? Interesting, so your reasoning under all possible conditions would only vary by the number of critical parameters that are relevant to your decision and nothing else? Hmm... does someone else want to take a crap.
So I don't know you, ok, agreed, but I am still writing, I need to get past a reasonable word count to justify this entry, so shall I write about someone I do know?
Hah, that was a lame publicity stunt to start with my story.... now would be the point to stop reading if you are happy with me as I am. I do not want to cause any disillusions, but then reality does have so many faces. ;-)
Did I say story, forgive me. I have to submit an assignment which is 3 days overdue and although he (the professor in question) is the most lenient person about late submissions, I might be pushing it too far. And oh, this is just the 'rationalitation' of making a shorter entry, multiplicity, but it sounds convincing right? And it is better than generic 'busy'. :-D
So I end, but I do not end, because this is the beginning. Make the simplest cut, there is definitely a 'Day Me' and a 'Night Me', who are mainly active in the respective parts of the day. Lets talk about Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde, why did the darker character had to emerge in the night? Why do all forms of shapeshifters come out in the night? The caveman instincts which arose from the fear of the unknown are much prevelant even if thousand halogen lamps light the neighborhood. I go around pulling the tails of little monkey demons inside my head to wake them up and play in the midnight hour, they are curious, these creatures, because they so seem like little versions of me. How many can I kill?
Oh fuck, this is not going to work. It is much harder to write this in the middle of the day (its slightly past noon now)... I shouldn't have started this.
Just kidding, this is exactly what I wanted to do by writing this now, open the doors, now I do think there is a lot to be said about this, don't YOU? :-D
You tell me, "Be (true to) yourself" I ask you, "Which myself?" Oh, my dear, do you want me to be consistent like cereal and milk? Although it DOES work for breakfast for me these days... so would I be a single me if I just switched to eating cereal for all my meals?
The society demands that we wear a mask of consistancy, because the society as a complicated mechanism which needs not dwabble in individual frivolities, needs a way for strangers / casual acquantants to interact. No, please don't break that. They simply don't value individuality SO much that you would not be termed indispensable.
But when you bring that same mask home, my friend, you get under my skin. Oh, do you NOT wear a mask? Interesting, so your reasoning under all possible conditions would only vary by the number of critical parameters that are relevant to your decision and nothing else? Hmm... does someone else want to take a crap.
So I don't know you, ok, agreed, but I am still writing, I need to get past a reasonable word count to justify this entry, so shall I write about someone I do know?
Hah, that was a lame publicity stunt to start with my story.... now would be the point to stop reading if you are happy with me as I am. I do not want to cause any disillusions, but then reality does have so many faces. ;-)
Did I say story, forgive me. I have to submit an assignment which is 3 days overdue and although he (the professor in question) is the most lenient person about late submissions, I might be pushing it too far. And oh, this is just the 'rationalitation' of making a shorter entry, multiplicity, but it sounds convincing right? And it is better than generic 'busy'. :-D
So I end, but I do not end, because this is the beginning. Make the simplest cut, there is definitely a 'Day Me' and a 'Night Me', who are mainly active in the respective parts of the day. Lets talk about Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde, why did the darker character had to emerge in the night? Why do all forms of shapeshifters come out in the night? The caveman instincts which arose from the fear of the unknown are much prevelant even if thousand halogen lamps light the neighborhood. I go around pulling the tails of little monkey demons inside my head to wake them up and play in the midnight hour, they are curious, these creatures, because they so seem like little versions of me. How many can I kill?
Oh fuck, this is not going to work. It is much harder to write this in the middle of the day (its slightly past noon now)... I shouldn't have started this.
Just kidding, this is exactly what I wanted to do by writing this now, open the doors, now I do think there is a lot to be said about this, don't YOU? :-D
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